Melissa Gilbert reveals that Michael Landon possessed a great sense of humor during his final days.

Modern Prairie, a lifestyle brand founded by Gilbert, has introduced a unique purple collection to support the Pancreatic Cancer Action Network (PanCAN) and raise funds for pancreatic cancer research.

Melissa Gilbert reveals that Michael Landon possessed a great sense of humor during his final days.
Melissa Gilbert reveals that Michael Landon possessed a great sense of humor during his final days.

Just a week before his death, the last time Melissa Gilbert spent time with her TV dad.

In 1991, three months after announcing his pancreatic cancer diagnosis, "Little House on the Prairie" star Michael Landon, who played Charles Ingalls, passed away at the age of 54.

Laura Ingalls, who portrayed "Half Pint" Gilbert in the TV series, is joining forces with the Pancreatic Cancer Action Network (PanCAN). The organization focuses on funding research, offering patient/caregiver support, and advocating for increased federal funding for pancreatic cancer patients.

Melissa Gilbert wearing a white dress smiling at her TV dad Michael Landon also wearing white
Melissa Gilbert is seen here with her TV dad Michael Landon on the set of "Little House on the Prairie." (ALAMY)

"I had been running from the grieving process my whole life and trying to avoid it. But it was really important for me to go and have that goodbye time, which I didn’t have with my father. . . . This was a chance to gift myself with that goodbye and say to him all the things I needed to say." — Melissa Gilbert

"Leslie Landon Matthews, a dear friend of mine for 50 years, called me to inform me about her father's diagnosis before it was made public. She wanted me to know before it was announced in a press conference. I was devastated upon hearing the news."

"The loss of my mentor and father figure left me feeling terrible, as I had already lost my own father to suicide at a young age. This new loss was particularly difficult to bear, as it meant losing another important male influence in my life. It left me feeling shaken."

The cast of Little House on the Prairie posing together.
The cast of "Little House on the Prairie." From left: Melissa Gilbert as Laura Elizabeth Ingall, Michael Landon as Charles Philip Ingalls, Karen Grassle as Caroline Quiner Holbrook Ingalls, Melissa Sue Anderson as Mary Ingalls Kendall, Lindsay/Sydney Greenbush as Carrie Ingalls. (NBCU Photo Bank/NBCUniversal via Getty Images via Getty Images)

"Gilbert stated, "I watched from a distance initially because I didn't want to intrude, but later decided to visit him. This was during his pancreatic cancer journey. I spent time with him and it turned out to be just a week before he passed away.""

Melissa Gilbert holding her purple lifestyle collection
Modern Prairie co-founder Melissa Gilbert (pictured here) and her business partner Nicole Haase, are teaming up with the Pancreatic Cancer Action Network (PanCAN) to launch a special capsule collection from their lifestyle brand. Purchases from the Modern Prairie x PanCAN collection will fund PanCAN’s resources, services and research that drive progress toward the disease. (Modern Prairie)

Modern Prairie, Gilbert's lifestyle brand, is launching a special collection in November, featuring purple, the official color of pancreatic cancer awareness. All proceeds from the collection will support PanCAN.

Landon's last meeting with Gilbert remains fresh in her memory.

Michael Landon looking up at the sky wearing a white shirt.
Michael Landon announced his pancreatic cancer diagnosis three months before his death. (Frank Carroll/NBCU Photo Bank/NBCUniversal via Getty Images via Getty Images)

"She confessed that it was extremely difficult. She had spent her entire life evading the grieving process. However, she realized that it was crucial for her to confront it and have a proper goodbye with her father, whom she had not had the chance to say goodbye to. This was an opportunity for her to give herself the closure she needed and express her feelings to her father."

Melissa Gilbert embracing her TV dad Michael Landon in costume.
Melissa Gilbert lost her mentor, acting partner, favorite director, father figure, friend and boss, Michael Landon, in 1991 to pancreatic cancer.  (Frank Carroll/NBCU/Getty Images)

The meeting was described by Gilbert as "difficult and uncomfortable," but she added that it was also "filled with a lot of laughter."

"Despite being sick, Michael always had a great sense of humor. Even when one of his horses bit my son Dakota on the finger, Michael maintained his humor. I didn't want to tell Michael until we knew how bad it was, but it turned out to be nothing."

A close-up of Michael Landon sick with pancreatic cancer.
Michael Landon in May 1991. He passed away in July of that year. (Kypros/Getty Images)

"I went into the room to sit with Mike, and he asked, 'Did one of the horses bite the kid?' Gilbert replied, 'Oh my gosh, I'm so sorry. I didn't want you to know that. He asked, 'Is he okay?' I said, 'Yeah, he's fine.' He said, 'Thank God it wasn't worse. I would feel awful.' Then he said, 'Wait a minute, I'm dying from pancreatic cancer. How could I feel any worse?'"

Michael Landon playing with Melissa Gilberts pigtails.
Melissa Gilbert's last meeting with Michael Landon was heartbreaking, but there were also moments of humor. (ALAMY)

""It made me laugh, but it also broke my heart a little bit, knowing that this incredible person, who was able to find humor in even the darkest of times, was no longer going to be around to help me do that," said Gilbert."

The actress characterized Landon as a determined individual who was actively attempting to overcome the illness.

A close-up of Michael Landon smiling with grey hair
Michael Landon was determined to fight the disease. (Art Zelin/Getty Images)

"Gilbert explained that he was trying both conventional and holistic treatments, and doing everything possible to fight his condition. However, he was always in a hospital, treatment center, or holistic medicine center, and even discussed doing coffee enemas. Despite his constant efforts, nothing worked, and it was only very close to the end that everyone realized it was the end."

Michael Landon, the star of 'Little House', was determined about his health: daughter.

‘Little House’ star Michael Landon was stubborn about his health: daughter

Pancreatic cancer is the third leading cause of cancer-related death in the US, with a five-year survival rate of 13%. There is no standard early-detection test, and few effective treatment options, according to PanCAN.

The actress was "non-functional" for a considerable period following Landon's death.

Melissa Gilbert at the "Nymphes DOr - Golden Nymphs" Nominees Party.
Melissa Gilbert told Planet Chronicle Digital she was "non-functional for quite a while" after Michael Landon died. (Pascal Le Segretain/Getty Images)

"Gilbert recounted how he consumed numerous vanilla malts for an inexplicable reason. Despite not understanding why it stuck in his memory, he acknowledged the support of his family and the responsibility of caring for his young child. The sight of his son, Dakota, brought him hope amidst the sorrow, grief, and depression that he had to endure."

Melissa Gilbert smiling and standing next to Michael Landon as they both wear white.
"Michael Landon was one of the greatest influences on my life," said Melissa Gilbert. "His death left an enormous hole in the lives of those of us who knew him personally as well as those who simply admired his work." (Frank Carroll/NBCU Photo Bank/Getty Images)

"Gilbert stated that his sister would visit him daily just to hang out. He also mentioned how his friends were very helpful during a difficult and sad time, as they allowed him to talk about Michael and how he impacted his life. Despite this, Gilbert promised himself to grieve and not suppress his feelings this time around, even though it was challenging."

Michael Landon surrounded by his children.
Michael Landon is seen here surrounded by his family. (Ron Galella, Ltd./Ron Galella Collection via Getty Images)

"Dedicating myself to helping Michael Landon's family cope with their grief also helped me a lot, as it allowed me to focus on something other than my own pain. As a result, the pain became more manageable and easier to deal with."

Gilbert may lose a loved one to the disease again.

Melissa Gilbert embracing a smiling Patrick Swayze
Melissa Gilbert with her pal Patrick "Buddy" Swayze. (Bruce Glikas/FilmMagic/Getty Images)

Patrick Swayze, her friend, was diagnosed with pancreatic cancer in 2008 and passed away a year later at the age of 57.

"I remember hearing about his diagnosis and thinking, ‘Oh my God, he’s going to die,’" Gilbert admitted. "I watched him battle and battle . . . the time he was able to squeeze out of that diagnosis was nothing short of miraculous. I think so much of that was because treatments had changed a bit. . . . It may not have spread as far as Michael’s did at that point. But I do think the journey is different for everyone."

Patrick Swayze and his wife Lisa Niemi Swayze hugging and smiling
Patrick Swayze is seen here with his wife Lisa Niemi Swayze. (Vinnie Zuffante/Getty Images)

Gilbert expressed his gratitude for his family and wife, Lisa, being there to support him throughout the difficult times. He kept his distance to avoid being intrusive.

Patrick Swayze at a press event before passing away from pancreatic cancer
Patrick Swayze in 2008. In 2009, Melissa Gilbert lost her dear friend, whom she had known since the early '80s.  (Barry Brecheisen/WireImage for Rockit Ranch Productions/Getty Images)

"As the president of the Screen Actors Guild, I faced a challenge when one of our members' insurance coverage was denied for a necessary treatment. I received a call from him, and I was able to resolve the issue by making a phone call. This experience gave me a great sense of accomplishment in being able to help Buddy receive the treatment he needed."

A close-up of Patrick Swayze wearing a black shirt
"Years later, when I learned that Patrick [Swayze] was diagnosed, I was terrified for him," said Melissa Gilbert. "Obviously, this is not a fight I can take on myself and that is why I am so grateful for PanCAN. PanCAN is truly a one-of-a-kind resource for people whose lives are impacted by pancreatic cancer." (Kevin Winter/Getty Images)

"I couldn't do it for Michael Landon, but I felt empowered to fight for Buddy Swayze. When he passed, I felt a sense of loss and frustration, like another good person had been taken by a terrible disease. I knew I had to do something, so I decided to fight."

Gilbert expressed gratitude for creating a special collection that would not only honor "two powerful physical specimens of men," but all the many others across the country who are fighting the illness.

Jonathan Frakes embracing Lisa Niemi Swayze
Jonathan Frakes and Lisa Niemi Swayze, Patrick Swayze's widow, attend the PanCAN PurpleStride: The Ultimate Event To End Pancreatic Cancer event at Santa Monica Pier on April 27, 2024, in Santa Monica, California.  (David Livingston/Getty Images)

"Gilbert said, 'I’m going to beat it,' and it’s crucial for people to comprehend that supporting one cancer research can benefit all others. As research progresses, treatments and cures can be applied to other cancers. . . . Pancreatic cancer is a devastating disease, but early detection can be achieved as research advances."

"Although all cancers are cruel, the survival rate for pancreatic cancer is abysmal due to its difficulty in detection and rapid progression. This cancer is particularly bad because it is so sneaky. However, I am still determined to fight."

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